Tag Archives: Motivation

Everyday NhanSense – Day 119

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 119’s Topic: Finding answers amid the confusion.
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The more I figure out things about myself, the more I realize how truly complex and all over the place I truly am as an individual. Well, I am complex in the sense that I have a lot of random ailments that more or less affect me in some fashion day-to-day.

For instance, I often talk about my mood swings and how they essentially make me an “inconsistent” person. You really don’t know what kind of Nhan you’re gonna get sometimes. I don’t even know the answer on a given day to be honest.

Mood swings make me erratic, almost unstable, because I shift around from all kinds of moods. Yesterday, for instance, I felt sad. I am talking about feeling so blue I was lying on my bed borderline ready to cry my eyes out, or at least this is how I felt for most of the day.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 114

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 114’s Topic: Reflection.
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What a shift of self-esteem a few months can do for you.

At the start of this personal journey, I quite frankly loathed myself as a person. I saw myself as trash. I thought little of myself when I once had big dreams and ambitions to keep me motivated.

At my worst, I lost friends. At my worst, I lost touch with what I wanted to achieve as an individual.

And at my worst, I almost fell down and never got back up, but I am glad I kept pushing myself.

But, with that said, it takes proactive measures to prevent yourself from regressing too much. Continue reading

Everyday NhanSense – Day 106

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 106’s Topic: Not giving up.
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Life certainly can be difficult in lots of ways, but you never can give up. As I always write on this blog from time-to-time, this blog is in fact my pulse of sorts. My recent string of halfhearted blogging reflects that something definitely is out of sync in my life.

But I digress.

As particular wise words once made their way to my ears – “Pain is weakness leaving the body.”

It is not like I am utterly depressed. It is not like I am unbearably hurt or anything of that sort.

I guess, without giving much away, I feel a bit restricted at the moment, but restricted in regards to my pacing in life.

I want to do more, but at the same time I can only do so much. I want to get my life going, but I have to curtail what can and can’t be done in a certain span of time due to limitations.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 105

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 105’s Topic: The search.
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The search continues. 

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction


Everyday NhanSense – Day 77

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 77’s Topic: Trust.
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Over the years, the list of people I truly trust with all my heart certainly has dwindled in number.

A lot of it has to do with me creating trust issues with others, seeing that I have been quite problematic, unstable and downright infuriating as a person to deal with on a personal level.

But I digress.

I can easily say this tidbit about myself these days. I was a messed-up person when I started this journey a few years ago, which led to the creation of this blog. Never had I envisioned this blog to be anything more than something I happened to write on here and there, but perhaps one day I can look back at this blog and see it as something more.

A beginning.

A beginning for figuring out what the heck is wrong with me, while also being a means of remedying me from my troubles.

Through this blog, I hope to establish new trust with others who need that certain someone to guide them through their own respective darkness and uncertainty. I have been through my own share of demons, haunting me throughout various years.

I have had nightmares over them. I have had times where I didn’t know what would happen next. I ran away from my problems. I hid away from the people who still wanted to care about me when I was basically destroying myself.

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 68

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 68’s Topic: Finding confidence.
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Confidence.

It has always been something I have always found difficult to muster when I need it most.

What is confidence, in all honesty?

In a particular context, I think of confidence as being able to present yourself without hesitation. If you can just walk up to someone and sell yourself in a big way.

No fear.

No reluctance.

No need to put up a facade.

No smoke or mirrors.

You just go up and be you, the one and only, and act like you are special. Because deep down, you know darn well you’re special in your own respective ways.

This, to me, is confidence and then some.

And of course, having confidence means you are not afraid of what others will think of you. Your reputation precedes you. Or wait … Maybe, just maybe, you just give a great impression regardless!
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Daily NhanSense – Day 14


Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 14’s Topic: Goals.


I have many goals, and perhaps they are too numerous for me to accomplish all at once. One could say I am biting off more than I can chew with having a lot of dreams I want to make true, but having things looming on the horizon keeps me motivated.

After all, without goals, you end up being lost and unfocused within your own mind. Being determined every day is one of the few aspects I can bank on with trying to move “forward.”

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction