Daily NhanSense – Day 29

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 29’s Topic: Self-determination.


Humans are capable of so much when they put their minds to it.

For me, I realize I am not living up to my potential. Not even close. I have been foolish and I guess, in a sense, too slow about motivating myself to push on forward.

But it’s time for a change.

It all starts with your personal space, and I finally realized how awesome my “office” area at home is.

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Daily NhanSense – Day 24

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 24’s Topic: Emotions.


I have not been very good with my emotions for the past few years. One could say I have turned into an emotional wreck on some really bad days. I have learned how to cope with methods like suppressing my feelings, but it just seems to come out as a huge backlash when the buildup becomes too intense to hold back.

Day in and day out, I suppress and I suppress, but then the lid has to come blasting off at some point. I have annoyed a lot of people with who I am, at least the ones unfortunate enough to see the unpleasant side of me.

I snap. And then things go silent.

Sympathy becomes reluctance to hear me out.

I say sorry, and then the process repeats itself with little forward progress being made.

I hate this cycle. I need to break it.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 23

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 23’s Topic: Fear.


What is this fear I am feeling all of a sudden?

What is causing me to feel a sense of terror that I thought I left behind a long time ago?

A bit of courage would go a long way right now …

“Get good. Be better. ” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 21

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 21’s Topic: Hope.


I don’t necessarily count myself as a Christian per se, but accepting God into my life about a year ago really meant a big deal to me.

Like, I was a lost soul. By the definition.

I didn’t know where my life was heading. Things felt grim. I thought I was going to end up somewhere completely awful at my rate.

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Daily NhanSense – Day 20

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 20’s Topic: The long haul.


I will push myself. I will push myself to get past this all …

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 19

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 19’s Topic: Social anxiety.


There is a contradicting aspect that I live with every day – I am a guy who suffers/has social anxiety, but yet I am someone who does enjoy social interactions. This strange paradox can certainly explain why I am such a conflicted person when it comes to friendships and having acquaintances.

Simply put, being a shy person, a shy guy at that, is a disadvantage. I won’t sugarcoat or label it as anything else than what it is.

Do you want to know what kind of person often gets ahead in life? The outgoing personalities.

It’s hard to deny. After all, individuals who can just bite the bullet and just roll with just about every social situation they come across: be it random conversations, asking the person they like out, job interviews, etc. …

Well, it’s pretty obvious why these guys and gals can come out ahead in this complex and intricate game called life. They naturally can overcome the fear aspect that halts someone like me, who can become stricken with a sense of bashfulness at the drop of a dime unfortunately.
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Daily NhanSense – Day 18

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 18’s Topic: Despair.


If there is one thing I am open to admitting as a weakness, it’s the fact that a lot of things can throw off my “vibe.” I truly loathe this aspect about me as a person, to the point where I desire functioning day-to-day without worrying that something is going to topple my emotional house of cards down.

If it’s even a whiff of discouragement or something else that’s negative heading my way, I have to brace myself more than I should. That kind of stuff is absurdly effective against me.

Being emotionally tough is a respectable trait to have to your name. I won’t say I am outright super sensitive for a guy per se, but I certainly can’t let things slide past me like it’s no big deal.
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