Tag Archives: Love

Everyday NhanSense – Day 125

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 125’s Topic: Despair.
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I have to find ways to dispel some despair lingering in my life.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 123

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 123’s Topic: Clues.
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I need to figure out more things …

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 115

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 115’s Topic: The daily journey.
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To me, a journey implies there is some kind of, not necessarily difficulty, but some sort of challenge aspect to warrant the journey tag. Because otherwise, why else would we even label something as a (personal) journey unless there is something noteworthy during the process?

If it were just a straight shot where we went from point A to point B with no hiccups, it wouldn’t be much of anything, now would it?

In fact, I would dare say my own personal JOURNEY has been anything but linear. I have had a lot of twists and turns along the way, forks in the road, decisions to be made and a whole lot more that continue to delay me from reaching my ultimate destination as a person.

At the same time, I am content knowing I am at least making forward progress, though there are times I wonder if I am perhaps going too slow. Continue reading

Everyday NhanSense – Day 107

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 107’s Topic: Baggage.
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I can admit I have a lot of baggage (of the emotional variety, no less) that weighs me down each dayIt makes me wish I could wake up one morning and magically pretend none of that baggage existed. Actually, it would be quite nice if I could forget about the baggage completely and move on with my life.

And yet, I am always reminded that there are some things I haven’t quite let go, for better or worse. It feels like I have a million loose ends I need to take care of, but I feel like I don’t know where to begin.

It also begs the question, “Is it even worth addressing?”

For certain loose ends, sure. I want to get them resolved. At the same time, I don’t know if the effort is even worthwhile. I don’t know if I can afford to divert my energy toward things essentially left behind in my past.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 105

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 105’s Topic: The search.
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The search continues. 

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction


Everyday NhanSense – Day 86

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 86’s Topic: Listening.
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If there is one trait I know I have going for me, it’s that I am in fact a great listener. An excellent one at that.

After all, it’s something I developed over the years when it came to talking with people about things. I have had a lot of experience with just having others listen to my ramblings, the stuff I happen to bemoan about, my fears, my concerns, my hopes, my dreams and so forth.

It’s only natural I became a good listener in turn.

I feel I should put this listening ability to good use, as in doing something on a grander and meaningful scale. But in the meantime, I am content with lending my ear for someone who needs to let it out.

Sometimes, you honestly just need that person to sit down with you, listen intently and give you the nod of “mhmm” as you get what you need to say off your chest. I like being this person who can and will listen to what you have to say. You just need to ask kindly.

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 81


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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 81’s Topic: Cats.
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As I browse through more pictures of my cats saved on file, the more apparent my true feelings come to the surface. Simply put, I miss my two babies a lot. Tux and Kuro meant a lot to me. They still do. I raised them since they were wee kittens, bonded with them on a personal level between pet and pet owner, which makes some days over here in this new town feel certainly lonely.

Magically, I wish I could just warp the two over here. But it wouldn’t be fair to the family I once lived with, as they are their cats as well. Sure, they didn’t love these two cats as much as me, but I was moving into a precarious and uncertain situation. The family was kicking me out of their home, after all, so I had to make the hard decision of leaving Tux and Kuro behind as a result.

I wasn’t sure if I could take care of my living situation, let alone adequately care for the two cats the way I would want them to be treated. I didn’t know where I was going to live, if I could get a job that paid me enough to afford rent, food and all the other expenses.

Of course, now that the ship has stabilized, I could probably take care of Tux and Kuro just fine. However, it’s not like I can just waltz into the family’s house and demand to have the two cats to take back here. Maybe in time, I will make an effort at formally adopting the two cats, but that family and I haven’t contacted one another for months.

In this regard, things are awkward between us. I have assumed Tux and Kuro have been just fine without me, so I have to trust that they are being loved. That’s all that really matters to me in this regard, honestly. The two cats were quite happy critters before I got kicked out, so I have prayed they have been still content with their lives.

It’s hard at times, but it’s all I can really do at the moment, aside from the alternative …

I could get another cat or two. Completely new ones to raise and love from the start again.
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