Simply put, I believe in balancing the universe. When something happens, whether good or bad, something needs to make sure things stay relatively leveled in the grand scheme of things. For instance, today at my part-time job, a juicer broke while I was using it (second one, actually, which makes me think that juicers and I = bad mojo). Basically, I feel compelled to do something to pay back for the broken juicer. I think it is extremely important to step up and take accountability. Otherwise, things will not be bueno in my book.
There are days where I wonder why certain “bad thoughts” still race through my mind, causing me to think about how good or bad I really am as a person. I like to think that I am a kindhearted soul who wants to help others, but there are definitely moments where this kind of mentality is not as prevalent as others. Some pretty wicked thoughts occupy my mind at times, and it certainly scares me.
I do not want to be an angry, malicious individual toward others, and yet I can find myself contemplating some nasty, sadistic actions. I guess this is where having a good conscience comes into play.