Daily NhanSense – Day 39

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 39’s Topic: Courage.


Life is scary sometimes, but all you can really do is muster up any bit of courage and press forward. That’s what I have to do right now …

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

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Daily NhanSense – Day 37

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 37’s Topic: Talking it out.


I am going through a lot of real-life, serious trauma right now. It’s reaching a point where I need to talk to people about it, but I know I don’t have exactly the best track record of being everyone’s favorite person to chat about stuff.

I am scared, extremely concerned for my own well-being and quite frankly unsure about what is going to happen in just the next few days. I need to talk to the right people fast …

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 36

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 36’s Topic: Stability.


I feel like I have nothing to stand on anymore. That’s what where my life is going at the moment – into a downward spiral. It’s not like things were on a good foundation to begin with … Not at all.

You think things are OK, and then whoosh! You’re falling.

Will I hit rock bottom for real or will I somehow save myself on the way down?

Who knows …

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 35

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 35’s Topic: Maturity.


I am such a child. Despite my physical age, I don’t act or behave the way someone “mature” would. It’s embarrassing, but, at the same time, it can’t be helped.

When life has got you down, I have found your mental maturity peels back to cope with the situation. For me, this has entailed a lot of backtracking upstairs, meaning my mind doesn’t think like an adult should.

Why can’t I just grow up for once?

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 34

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 34’s Topic: Sadness.


Life’s got me really down right now. It sucks.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 31

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 31’s Topic: Understanding yourself.


What do you do when you are your own mystery?

That’s what I want to figure out these days. It’s odd because I guess everyone should know themselves the best, but there are times where I feel like even I don’t understand what I am about anymore.

Quite peculiar. Quite peculiar, indeed.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

Daily NhanSense – Day 30

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Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 30’s Topic: Loneliness.


Having anti-social tendencies sucks, mainly when the feeling of loneliness starts creeping into your soul.

I understand myself. It’s in my nature. I have a lot of days where I just want my own space, to do my own thing, to be alone, but then there are other times where I yearn for some social contact.

It’s almost an everyday coin toss in this regard, and I never know what I will feel like throughout the week. I wish I could compromise with my anxiety and go like 50/50 with it, but that’s a lot of wishful thinking.

Like today, for instance, I just want to trap myself in my own personal bubble. I don’t want to be around people, but I kind of have to.

As a result, I create an awkward bind where I feel anxious about being near others, but I’m compelled to do so and thus I am going to feel all kinds of strange for the rest of the day.

Talk about a lot of conflicted feelings. Sheesh.
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