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Everyday NhanSense – Day 122

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 122’s Topic: Prayer.
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Pray for guidance.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction


Everyday NhanSense – Day 120

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 120’s Topic: Cooking.
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I don’t know where I would be without cooking.

I am no cooking prodigy by any means. In some aspects, one wonders why someone like me would be so fascinated by this particular world.

But here I am. Mesmerized by all means.

I love cooking. It’s a hobby. A passion.

My salvation.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction

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Everyday NhanSense – Day 119

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 119’s Topic: Finding answers amid the confusion.
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The more I figure out things about myself, the more I realize how truly complex and all over the place I truly am as an individual. Well, I am complex in the sense that I have a lot of random ailments that more or less affect me in some fashion day-to-day.

For instance, I often talk about my mood swings and how they essentially make me an “inconsistent” person. You really don’t know what kind of Nhan you’re gonna get sometimes. I don’t even know the answer on a given day to be honest.

Mood swings make me erratic, almost unstable, because I shift around from all kinds of moods. Yesterday, for instance, I felt sad. I am talking about feeling so blue I was lying on my bed borderline ready to cry my eyes out, or at least this is how I felt for most of the day.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 118

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 118’s Topic: Hope for a better day.
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At the end of the day, I want to seek hope in the face of despair. I want to go beyond my personal problems and claw my way back to where I want to be.

I want today to be the day it all begins. For real.

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction


Everyday NhanSense – Day 117

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 117’s Topic: Putting the pieces together.
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Ugh, I feel I have been sloppy with my blogging patterns as of late. It’s not that I have been feeling bad per se or anything like that. I guess there are just certain moments where blogging is the last thing on my mind, and thus some posts come in a tad late.

Which of course, it bugs the heck out of me because I am a firm believer in punctuality. It’s not that this blog has strict deadlines because I am the one who writes everything, but still.

I owe it to you all, for whom I all appreciate, who spend the time to read through my various blog posts. There are often lots of posts about positive things, and a lot of posts of me being borderline emo about everything.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 116

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 116’s Topic: Escaping that “trapped” feeling.
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Perhaps we all find ourselves prisoners within barriers we put up by our own two hands.

I don’t like feeling confined to one setting, but life certainly has felt that way for me, at least for a while.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 115

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 115’s Topic: The daily journey.
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To me, a journey implies there is some kind of, not necessarily difficulty, but some sort of challenge aspect to warrant the journey tag. Because otherwise, why else would we even label something as a (personal) journey unless there is something noteworthy during the process?

If it were just a straight shot where we went from point A to point B with no hiccups, it wouldn’t be much of anything, now would it?

In fact, I would dare say my own personal JOURNEY has been anything but linear. I have had a lot of twists and turns along the way, forks in the road, decisions to be made and a whole lot more that continue to delay me from reaching my ultimate destination as a person.

At the same time, I am content knowing I am at least making forward progress, though there are times I wonder if I am perhaps going too slow. Continue reading