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About Nhan Fiction

I am a writer and a gamer. I am just a guy who is trying to be a cool cat in a dog-eat-dog world.

Everyday NhanSense – Day 103

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 103’s Topic: Searching.
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In the past few weeks, I will admit I have constantly been on search mode. There are certainly things I need to search for in my current situation, and a major problem is how I am very indecisive about what I want.

I mull over every single decision, over single detail and then I find myself caught up in it all before I realize how much time passes.

With this in mind, I think I need to write out a physical list or something about what I want to pursue and attain. I don’t like this sense of meandering. I know I should be finding the things I need to find without so much of a struggle.

It’s all so complicated. Gosh. Continue reading

Everyday NhanSense – Day 102


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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 102’s Topic: Finding that sense of gumption.
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Imagine how productive we all could be if one’s respective willpower was finite. That’d be a thought.

Imagine how much could be accomplished.
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 101


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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 101’s Topic: Dark spirits.
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Whether you believe in the spiritual hoopla or not, I feel there are days where “dark spirits” reside within my body. At least, I like to think it’s some kind of malevolent force that hinders me from where I need to be in life as a person.

I don’t know. There are moments where I feel my very soul as a person is being tainted by something scary, but I don’t know if it’s just my own imagination or if I am just that much of a wreck upstairs.

Regardless, I want to figure out what the heck is wrong with me. Continue reading

Everyday NhanSense – Day 100

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 100’s Topic: Priorities.
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As each day, as each week, as each month passes … I guess I do wonder about my own priorities as a person. I’ve had a lot of bumps in the road during this personal journey, with lots of stumbling around until I finally found a course of action that I can salvage some sort of happiness in the meantime.

There are times I wish I could just sit down and sort out what kind of priorities I really want out of life at this very moment.

Should I:

Buy a car?

Raise a pet cat?

Buy this?

Start that venture?

There are so many things to make your head spin when you really think about it.

The frustration, at least for me, derives a lot from feeling somewhat “forced” to survive over just pursuing my dreams. But at the same time, life isn’t all that bad, either.

I enjoy my job. I can take care of myself to a decent degree. I finally have all the independence I could have asked for, which was something surely lacking for someone like me who had to live with the folks at home for a while.

And yet, here I am. I find myself pondering. I just wonder about what I should really be putting all of my attention toward in the near future. I wish I could just clone myself and accomplish a million things at once, but that’s just not gonna happen, now is it?
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Everyday NhanSense – Day 99

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 99’s Topic: Tuckered out.
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I have to say … one of the best feelings in the world is just coming home and then hitting the hay, instantly getting Z’s because you’ve had a great and fulfilling day.

Oh wow, I totally did not mean to make that last part rhyme. Oh well.

But gosh, life has been definitely on the right course. Work is good. Bank account is decent. I finally can say I have my head more or less above water. There is certainly a lot less stress in my life as a whole, which is something I have been striving for when I set out on this personal journey a few months back.

So basically, I am experiencing a lot of content feelings. I may or may not have as much energy as I’d like, but this is stemming from just being caught up in the flow of life’s good stuff. And I am cool with this. Continue reading

Everyday NhanSense – Day 98

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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 98’s Topic: Venturing forth.
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As I venture forth, as everything becomes clearer and less ambiguous about what my next move in life is, I have had to learn a thing or two about bravery.

I’ll admit it. I was frightened beyond belief a few months back, totally frightened and unsure of how things would unfold as I attempted to seek personal progress in life.

But in time, things have panned out. I want to keep venturing forth to see what I am truly capable of as a person. No more holding back. No more worrying about the stupid stuff like judgment from other people who don’t give a crap about what happens to me.

After all, they don’t matter in that regard.  Continue reading

Everyday NhanSense – Day 97


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Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 97’s Topic: Cellphones.
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Well, talk can be quite cheap, but I backed up my words from yesterday.

I went and bought a smartphone. Finally. Take a gander at the amazing transition from the old (we’re talking five years here!) to the new(ish), as technology is always rapidly evolving.

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Nonetheless, I can’t help it. Don’t get me wrong. I loved my old phone. It was with me through thick and thin, through some of my most troubling times and whatnot. But at the end of the day, technology was not its forte. It was certainly lacking a lot of features that are so mainstream now.

But the phone did its job and then some for a long while. I just needed to text and make phone calls, though the luxury of being able to snap pictures or browse the internet proved too enticing to pass up.

I just bit the bullet and went through with the purchase of a smartphone, mainly as a means of catching up a bit with modern times. Continue reading