A lot of people out there deserve an apology from me – not necessarily because of what I did to them per se, but more because of the terrible feelings I’ve had bottled up for them due to irrational thoughts.
Hate, resentment, jealousy … you name it.
I realize now that depression had me trying to justify feeling certain emotions because of the ocean of sadness I was drowning in, but it’s time I started to forget these particular feelings and try to remove some of this undesirable, hate-inducing blight on my conscious.
So to those of you I’ve wished ill will upon, I’m sorry … from the bottom of my heart with the deepest sincerity possible.
I’m so very sorry about all of this.